Saturday, May 24, 2008

The Ogre hast won his Princess


The Ogre hast won The Princess

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well, that's all.. me and my silly confession.

just waiting for her answer by now.






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Shall The Ogre win The Princess?

Friday, May 23, 2008

Grow Old With You
Adam Sandler

I wanna make you smile,
Whenever you're sad.
Carry you around when your arthritis is bad.
All I wanna do,
Is grow old with you.

I'll get you medicine,
When your tummy aches.
Build you a fire if the furnace breaks.
Oh it could be so nice,
Growin' old with you.

I'll miss you, kiss you,
Give you my coat when you are cold.
Need you, feed you.
Even let you hold the remote control.
So let me do the dishes in our kitchen sink.
Put you to bed when you've had too much to drink.
Oh I could be the man,
Who grows old with you.

I wanna grow old with you.




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I don't need to explain anything.. the lines have shown you the meaning.. I'm in Love with You, dear my Dearly Princess.

Thursday, May 15, 2008

the second posting of the day: the spirit behind BornLozer's name

The Born Lozer, I've been using that name for some internet accounts I made, and chat-rooms I visited. Some people have asked me what the nick means. Some other had made their own speculation about the term means. According to them (yeah! the narrow-minded them! :P) The Born Lozer, means a nick that is used for the hopeless one, the pessimistic one. It is only used for those who think that they are a loser.

Indeed, the assumption could be a right one. But sure, there's no exact interpretation in this world, for any kind materials. Each people has each own definition and view toward one similar thing.

los•er



Pronunciation: (lOO'zur), [key]
n.
1. a person, team, nation, etc., that loses: The visiting team was the loser in the series.
2. Informal.
a. a person who has been convicted of a misdemeanor or, esp., a felony: a two-time loser.
b. a person who has failed at a particular activity: a loser at marriage.
c. someone or something that is marked by consistently or thoroughly bad quality, performance, etc.: Don't bother to see that film, it's a real loser.
3. Slang.a misfit, esp. someone who has never or seldom been successful at a job, personal relationship, etc.

Random House Unabridged Dictionary, Copyright © 1997, by Random House, Inc., on Infoplease.



I was Born as a Lozer, I always say that. Well, for point number 3, it's almost close to my former interpretation of the real I am. Actually, the nick itself founded after my first broken heart (yes! Screw You my ex-Little Angel! I am NOT in Love with YOU anymore! I've found the new Princess!!!). I was so lacking of self-confidence, and thinking how lame I was. So, the assumption that the Born Lozer's nick is used by me for representing my lame in love; somehow is right.


But it is not anymore.. I have a better view of this nick.

Philosophically (don't ask me who made this assumption, it's my own thought, :P) when you're admiring something, or willingly to earn something (e.g.: to be a winner, a chief of group, manager, anything that put you in the highest position), you should start it from a very basic position, the lowest one. It's as an analogy, that all big things were started from smaller part. A building means nothing without it's door, a plane means nothing without it's wings, a car without it's wheels and a body without it's soul? (er, I don't see those are the right examples, lol).

Anyhow, the point is, to achieve a winner, you should pass a lot of field included being a loser. You do something and lose, do it again and lose, doesn't mean you're not worth enough to win it, but just need some more times for your self-improvement. Beaten in a competition teaches You a new experience (gives you the feeling of being a loser for instance), but it doesn't always mean the negative result you've got is not bringing betterment for you?. Being a loser now gives you another chance to learn more, just in case you'll struggle again to achieve the winning someday. Trust me, You'll learn a lot when you're being a loser, much more than taste the smell of victory in a very first place.

The message is that, it will teach you to be tough. Born as a loser makes you think that you still need to work harder and harder to achieve your goal. And when someday, for the hard work you've been through, you finally win the chance of victory, you will taste how nice it is!


So, this nick Born Lozer has also a positive interpretation. The bottom line is, never judge people by the way they addressing themselves, the name they use, their look, or even the shoes they wear! The world is full of un-categorized people that can't be determined their deepest heart are by You!






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--The Ogre Will Win His Princess--



the first posting

well, first of all, I just don't know what to post for this first posting... Don't have any idea.

Box Car Racer, Letters To God

caught off guard
all worked up
the air is as dark and cold as night
let me go
i'm not done
i swear i'll take this one lifetime and i

i won't lie
i won't sin
maybe i don't wanna go
can't you wait
maybe i don't wanna go

i should've asked
i could've helped
at least a fucking 1,000 times before
will this offer get me in
or does it prove that they gave more and i

i won't lie
i won't sin
maybe i don't wanna go
can't you wait
maybe i don't wanna go

and i
i won't lie
i won't sin
maybe i don't wanna go
can't you wait
maybe i don't wanna go

and i
i won't lie
i won't sin
maybe i don't wanna go
can't you wait
maybe i don't wanna go



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Don't ask me why I post such song, I don't even understand.. I just listened the song, and browsed for the lyric, don't ask me about the connection with this posting, coz' I won't even explain it.


The bottom line is, it's a proof how moody I could be. I'll write what I want to write. No need specific headings for the posts later on, nor even concentrate on one field only. Whenever I feel touched for a scene, I'll write it.


Again, I ensure you, anyone who feel like to read (or just dropping by), you're allowed to give comment, close your browser page and then burn the monitor, kill me, stab me in the back, pee on me (it's getting extreme, isn't it?), or anything. You're pleased to do that, and I'll accept any kind of compliments or suggestions, or hatred opinions about what I write. Thanks.